Thursday, 4 October 2007

Essays, yuk

I am sitting at my computer supposedly writting an essay about St Mark but, I have to admit this is not going to well!!!!
Spent ages talking to a friend on Messenger, am now doing this and in half an hour I am going to an excercise class. It is called Body Sculpter, it is quite good fun, little effort, but quite good for you. The hardest bit is standing on one leg for quite a while, trying very hard not to flap about too much.
Still havent found a job, for the first time since I was eighteen I am unemployable it would seem.
I have an interview on the 15th October, at DHQ, hopefully my references will be back from the corps and we can maybe look into an assesment weekend, it would be good to know either way so I could really look for a job. If I am not going next yeasr, I need to find a full time job. So I can help support the family.
So please pray for the out come to be useful from this interview. Either way it is best to know, life goes on regardless and finacally we could do with some idea of our future.
Dont get me wrong I know God does things in his own time and I am quite content with the thoughts it may not be next year, it is just if I knew I could help with the mortgage and bills, I have never been at home before and I am a doer rather than not.
One thing God has taught me over the last three years is patience, I used to want everything to happen now, but as I have become closer to him I have learnt everything in its time. That includes my journey towards officership too! So there is no rush, I just need to have an idea for my family. Perhaps that is bad because we put it all in his hands, but I want to cling on to just that little bit myself! I suppose it is part of being human really, isnt it, this world is all convience, fast cash, fast food, fast cars, sometimes the order of the day is slow down relax and take your time and I think that is the message he is trying to get through to me.
So your prayers would be great, and be assured you are all in mine!
Marie x

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