Update

Hello everyone
So tomorrow is the concert. Hope it goes ok. Paul is so nervous. He is even more nervous about Sunday though we are doing meeting. He is leading I am preaching and doing prayer time. I am glad we do not have to do them together all the time though one of us would be dead. He and I organise things so differently. Every time we talk about it we seem to argue. Not good! I think he is even more worried about the Sunday school, he says he hates kids. I dont think he does really, just a little bit maybe. Only a couple of weeks until the dreaded assesment weekene. I hope i dont do to bad. I am so sared. What if I say or do something stupid. What if they just do not like me. I would not just be letting me down, but the whole family and most importantly God. He is the one that wnats this for me. I am sur though he will look after me, mind you I am still scared.
I wish I was a person whop was really confident. I am confident in some things like that God wants me to be an officer and he loves me and he is protecting my family, of those things I am sure. But my confidence in myself is low sometimes, I wish it wasn't mind you I am glad I am not too cocky, I do not like that quality in people. So I will just keep praying and listening.
Any way sorry to get all stressy.
Marie